• I Was Twelve

    I Was Twelve I was 12 the first time I was ever held at gunpoint I was 12. It was the first summer I got to work with my older brothers moving company on a move job. Getting asked to go do real paying work at that time I felt honored. It made me feel…

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  • I Want 

    I Want I want you to hold me inside of you   Like the night sky holds all moons.   I want you to crucify me   with bloody kisses  Like I was the king of the fucking Jews.  I want you to nail me to a cross   Made of the shadows   of my own psychosis.  I just…

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  • Death Is Coming 

    Death Is Coming “You can run, but you’ll just die tired.”  -The Grim Reaper  Death is the bull queer in the jail house of life  Whose soul purpose is to sodomize us all.   While we run from this reality with sensual distraction   death is here to bugger us all.   Yeah, death is here to fuck…

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  • “I Predict Pain” 

    “I Predict Pain” -Clubber Lang  I’d been training hard every day for a year  and had bruised the ribs of Marines twice  the size of the tall drink of water in the opposite   corner.  Figured I’d punch a hole through this  skinny kid from New York.  My corner man  tells me to be careful “…

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  • One Of Us Will Have To Die The straight rusty razor trembles  in a hand that shakes as if it belonged  to a wino with the D. T.s.  It’s impossible to shave  when I’m invisible in mirrors  and all I see is his face haunting  me like a hungry ghost in old black   and white…

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  • Wick 

    Wick for j. d. If you, will be my candle  I will be your wick.  I will burn myself in effigy  To be the flame dancing  in your eyes.  Whose translucent blood colored tongues  morph to taste the sweetness   in your salts.  as my wick grows thick  with your molten essence  beneath me your solid…

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  • The Death Of Cool 

    The Death Of Cool I propose that we initiate the death of cool  “The good that men do is oft interred with their bones.”  So let it be with cool.  Let cool go the way of neat-o,  far out, and groovy.  Let’s kill cool. 

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  • A Season in Heaven 

    A Season in Heaven I was not always who I am now  Once I existed entombed in a sarcophagus  Of rotting meat a malfunctioning synthetic heart of pathos  Sadness pushed sanguine rage through bloodless veins  Then one day I saw one of them  Walk into the room and sit amongst us  Dark haired and dark…

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  • Gravity 

     Gravity -after Renee Maria Rilke   I live my life in decaying orbits  Pulling out of the death spiral to swan dive  Through the center of the dark hub  of the Morning Stars Hell Gate  When I was a child, I circled around the cosmos  Circle shrinking in the dryer  Circling the moon and a…

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  • American Haiku

    American Haiku Being a psychopath  has never stopped me from writing  a good poem. 

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